Today I salute you. You hold a space in my heart that none other can begin to replace. I admit I had no experience being a boy mom when I met you. I was an expert in raising girls, but boy you challenged me. I excelled tho. I realized over time, that you were simple; like me. You were not picky, you didn’t need the expensive things, you didn’t care about the coolest hair do. You are laid back and we have our own vibe. Smart as ever, yet intelligent in your own light. You have touched soo many in your 10 year life span. You just don’t understand how 1/3 of my heart beats for you.
I’m not the best video gamer, I probably take it away from you more than I play with you. I’m learning your interests over time. I’m probably not the best “tag your it” person either, but I’ll run till I pass out just to tag you. I’m trying to be the best to one of the best and I pray you understand that.
I’ve had my shortcomings and despair, but you never judged me. You see when I’m sad and you know when I’m mad. I felt like a failure because I couldn’t get it right in a relationship to provide you with that father figure you need. You remind me soo much of your father its scary sometimes when I’m next to you. He had soo many plans for you and dreams for your future. You made such and impact in his short life, He is definitely watching over you. You deserve the world lil man. I promise to continue being all I can be. I promise to never allow anyone who cant continue your fathers values for you to even think of making a place in our lives. I promise to be the mom you look up to even when you are on punishment from the gamers world. I promise to give the the riches of wisdom, truth, faith, and everything else that money cant buy because that’s wealth.
You will always have my love, divided by 3. You know your sisters will get you if you dont share me! Jahkiem my King, today is your day. Learn from yesterday, achieve excellence today, and set goals for tomorrow. One last thing always remember mommy is always with you no matter what.
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